Bringing in 2012

Only Two days Left for Bringing in 2012..The First new year of this decade...A Decade got over and we stepped into 2011..Life too took several turns but then it went on! From Delhi to Mumbai this year has been no doubt a remarkable year when it comes to growth!

There had been lots of learning moments! There had been lots of cherishable moments and none of the moments where I feel regret!

Yes Whatever happened happened for the best!

The best I would say,I am not out of problems everything remains the same,same cacophony of existence but then What a Life!

Its like riding on a roller coaster! Ups and Downs! downs most of the times but then thats the beauty !

I am not just writing to console myself but as a matter of fact I got directions as to what steps should I need to take to chase my dreams!

Dreams still remain the very important constituent of my life!

It still drives me towards my goal..I dream with open eyes!

I have continued dreaming irrespective of a lot of many tribulations which has come in my way but then Life is nothing but conversion of our dreams,well thats what I believe or I think I believe so....
New Meanings in relationships ,Totally new understanding and insight to a human behavior,yes certain beliefs of mine got challenged..I even got back stabbed,hurt ,cried and cribbed but then All's Well that Ends Well..Its the Last working day of 2011 in Office ,We are having a team lunch!
So what if I am ending my 2011 as a single..yes I have never been in a relationship! And Lo-This year too been unlucky in Love :)
So What! I have not stopped being the lovable self that I am..I love love :) yeah I am not at all bitter and what  more I am quite content and satisfied with the turn out of events!
From time and time again my belief is strengthened that Trust in God's Timing! yes I have started to....... 

The new year Dressing up

Well I am always confused when comes to dressing up for parties like New year,The safe option always is go for a one piece,and safe color remains black and white..
This new year I am quite inspired by colors and am thinking of wearing a red long bandez skirt with golden border,and a peacock blue choli....

Gold Accessories to go along with the dress and I remembered the similar look Dia Mirza was carrying in one of her recently released movie...
Yes Something like this...
The skirt which is a typical bandez,available easily at multiple stores like Mela,Bandra or Colaba...can be worn with a sexy choli or with a top along with a chest jacket...
Having spent four years in Jaipur,I happen to have a huge collection of these traditional bandinis cholis and skirts and sarees....
They are evergreen and always in Fashion...Now is the time when you can actually mix and wear..as in for denim lovers you can wear a bandini choli with a denim short !
Quite a ethnic and fabulous look it gives......
But as am not a denim person I prefer red long skirt with wide golden borders...
In Accessories it has to be golden dangling earrings and golden bangles..and nothing like golden typical jaipuri mojri's perfect for attire like this.....Well I think golden  stilettos can also be worn if not a mojri...

And when it comes to make up I am a perfectionist ,One can experiment with so many looks like going a typical traditional red golden eyeshadow with a red lipstick or  green,blue ,copper eyeshadow with pale peach color lips!
I am right now sitting in  office and all I can think are dresses and dresses and makeup! Sometimes I wonder why I love going out is that- the  only reason could be - I get a chance to flaunt all my collection! yeah I love dressing up!

That time of the year again..

Its 24thDecember,When Santa is expected to deliver gifts at midnight.We all have our shares of choices when it comes to gifts,We all are ready with our wish list..
This christams nobody is my secret Santa!

Well Last 25 years I guess nobody had been my secret Santa..When it comes to gifts am pretty bad ,I never end up getting any gifts but always end up giving..may be not even giving...I am in a bit of bad mood as am writing this post!
Well am sitting in office working on Saturday got loads of work piled up for Monday tensed about my depreciating bank balance,yeah I realise I shop like anything and thanks to the use of credit cards these days,you realise the consequences once the month is about to end..Nevertheless Its that time of the year when festivities are there,people are planning a vacation infact have left for vacations and am here all by myself still struggling with the complexities inside me try to unknot that particulat peculiar nagging feeling...Last night I  stared out at the city that hummed and glittered like a computer chip deep in some unknowable machine, holding its secret like a poker hand..yes Mumbai especially Bandra is full of christmas spirit...and I find myself alone evening after evening....Not that I donot have any choice its just that I choose not to step out,somehow these days have become comfortable with the lonely corner of my bedroom!somehow the Silence have become my best friends these days somehow the peace around me doesnt meddles with the storm inside my heart......Somehow being alone again this Christamas shouldnot have surprised me ..I should have known.......better known!

10 days for a New Year

This year was the beginning of New Decade..A lot of upheaval,a lot of change........
This year was the year I turned 25!
This year was the year I failed....!

This year will be the year always etched in my memory! India Won the World cup yeah  ! For somebody Like me It was the best moments..I cried..I was super elated and I danced......Rejoiced and what more I was in Bombay ! I had been living in Bombay and World cup was won by us! The Indian Team !

Then There are many more happening stuffs which took place worldwide and even in India..A mass upsurge of people all over India in support of Anti-Corruption Bill/Anna Hazare..Rather a Historical Moment at Ramlila Maidan and I was in Delhi ...yes I have gone all the way from Gurgaon to Ramlila Maidan New Delhi and I was a part of the crowd who cheered and supported.......Well that was an epic moment and I am pretty sure a lot of us would be proud that We Indians have the backbone to standout for Ourselves ,for the weaker and for our future...

This year witnessed deaths of many Legends from Steve Jobs to Indian legend Jagjit Singh! A sad turn of events indeed........
So While World witnessed so many revolutions and India faced its share of ups and downs....My Life too went through a sinusoidal phase.........
As only ten days left for 2012 to began,This is high time I should do some quality analysis of where am I heading.......

एक बार तो पूछो

इन जागती रातों का सबब तो पूछो
उन अधूरी बातों का मतलब तो पूछो

किस तरह हमने गुज़ारे  है मर मर के वो दिन बार बार ना सही एक बार तो पूछो

तेरी यादों का फ़साना  ना सही तेरी बातों का अफसाना  न सही पर तेरी उस मुस्कराहट की टीस अब भी बाकी है
अब भी बाकी है तेरे दामन में लिपट कर रोने की ख्वाहिश अब भी बाकी है मेरे प्यार की नुमाइश ....
अधूरे पन का ये सितम ...अकेलेपन की ये चुभन  ,दर्द में आसुंओ का सैलाब और उस पर  मेरे प्यार का कफ़न ..........एक बार बस एक बार तुम दिल का हाल तो पूछो ..............
.कुछ भी ना सही पर एक सवाल तो पूछो

Fashion and Me!

Ever since I passed out from Engineering College,I realised all these years I had been so lost in assignments and assignments and end semesters that somehow I have lost the track of how the other side lives!
There after I moved to Gurgaon from the ethnic city Jaipur,Life was fun and made new friends ,Started going out ,and yes some of the good lounges are there in Gurgaon and few good places to dine..My Personal favorite remains Howzzat and for Dinner its American Diner!
But the question always remained what should I wear to the places like that,Normally my girl friends used to wear jeans and all but given am not much of a jeans person I was a bit not sure how do I dress,but one thing I was sure whatever I would wear should be "me" not just donning a fake persona...Lots of experimentation went in and lots of disasters happened...

At Times Literary Fest

Now am in Mumbai and My Wardrobe is just 'me' Well as its almost a year down the line I have evolved...I have also began to socialize more and yes my love for good food pulls me to fine dining places...
Now From Food to Fests...I have equal enthusiasm for all ..And good Music is definetly a food for Soul...but then When it comes to dressing up,Nothing like it...

I love the collection of boots that I have but Alas I dont get muuch chance of wearing them in Mumbai but Still This time I wore it with this Dress.....and I was loving it..

White Dress for Evening Dinner!

When It comes to an evening wear Nothing Like White-Sheer Elegance and I somehow couldnot Rotate this  picture :(
But I wore this Dress when I went out for Fine Dining...A little below the knee It was just perfect for that evening,It was just so Me!

To be very Honest It went perfectly with the Car...and the ambience of that evening..White remains the best color -highlighting the simplicity yet the glamour,the right blend infact insync with my personality!
Another favorite color is black and when its the Concert that is but ofcourse the first choice...

The Standard a Black one Shoulder top worn over a pair of white Shorts! Well As so it happens when in concerts I end up dancing so much that I need an easy wear dress and a comfortable footwear!So that The fun is not killed by uncomfortable dressing the whole point of looking good is also being comfortable!

For me Personally I believe in Looking good and since I am a girl I am addictive to complements...Then When it comes to matter of style and trends may be am not a devout follower but I create my own statement and my own wardrobe where I can be my own ,Theres a lot to explore when it comes to dressing up but for a tiny body like me,I stand only 5ft3inches tall!!! one cannot exactly experiment a lot -Palazos are in but I look like a dwarf in them,Shorts works for me Moreover nothing can beat a denim with white shirt ! Any day Anytime Thats a statement unto itself ,I am not talking about the jeans but the denim shorts in my case....

I am not much of an accessories person I generally dont wear any necklace and hardly wear any jewellery but yes a pair of glittering studs goes well along with any dress...Belts also works well with denim shorts and then theres whole lot of choices available....
When it comes to footwear I love to mix and match but then keeping my comfort in mind first but yes One thing Stilletos are just in always ...Whether they are pink,black,red or silver ...With my small feet they make me look more taller ,wedges dont work for me!! But am glad as personally am more of a stilleto' heels  types and I love colors in them too...

Now the Last but not the least,I cannot step out without a makeup be it day or night It feels so incomplete ,but then again being original is the key factore you cannot just wear make up for the sake of it..The must to have items includes a lipgloss-transparent /pink,masacara and kajal! I have a wheatish  fair complexion,hence I dont apply much of the foundation and all but prefer a basic dab ....
In nutshell I am not much of a fashion geek but I love to dress up keeping the ocassion in mind and I believe its one of the most essential thing ,part and parcel of a woman's life,After all We are the beauty and I am indeed super proud of the sensuality and feminity,All girls are beautiful and we couldnot just ignore this fact,I am not denying that Spritual and inner beauty is foremost important but personal grooming is also a part of our own lives and we should be careful enough that each of us have our own style statement...

Look at what can Be!

Every day is a new beginning. Treat it that way. Stay away from what might have been, and look at what can be.
Past is Past ,whatever happened ,or couldnot happen ,Just let it go,I realised this Big time!
Past few weeks have been super taxing ,on my mind and on my body as well,Nothing seemed to fall at place and I myself made my life difficult......
Learning and Un-Learning happened simultaneously...
Walking down the promanade at 12 in the night ,The reflection of moon on the sea and the Silence of the waves proved to be an escape -an escape from the torturous trials of life all the tribulations and all the miseries......


I am feeling free..
I am feeling great...
The fears all gone..
The lights around me again turned on...
As the darkness vanquishes...
Ready for Life with its different faces........
Love Lost and love found...
Suffering and then the Rebound...........
Looking at what can be...
Forgiving and forgetting what couldnot be....


As I walk the miles ahead,
As I tread the path...
This is to me ! To My New Existence :) with that same vigour that same positivity and the same enthusiasm Doubled tripled or may be Much more in Momentum than any other time...
At one point or so you need to be vocal and you need to Stand up for your Dreams and It was high time and am glad that I didnot miss the chance.........